The Wind i Cant resist

As the sun lowered the wind became strong
it seeped through my window had me cuddling with my covers.
I laid my head on the pillow and could hear my heart; slow, smooth steady beat, and as the wind blew harder and hit my window pane i became faint.
Now my heart is racing, im not scared im terrified.
The same cool breeze that runs through my hair is at this moment something i feared.
I loved the touch of the wind so much when the sun is out but now it's the touch of the wind i resent.
How could i allow it to scare me,hurt me, feel me up, then spit me out like nothing.
This wind wasnt my lover or friend today. Tonight he was my enemy.
I reached for my comforter and it almost kept me warm until the wind crept up under the sides.
Now im wrestling with the words of the wind trying to find warmth.
I hate this wind right now why isnt it just keeping me safe watching me through my window.
Wind why are you hurting me, i embrace you all the time?
Wind why are you doing this to me, when no one else is there i stand by your side.
Wind you told me you loved me why are such harmful things coming out your mouth.
That morning i fell asleep, not under my covers, not in my bed, but in a block of ice on the floor cause the wind left me for dead.
The wind changed direction and the sun cause me to melt, but its my jacket i wear incase this wind comes again.
That wind will always be my love and I'll fight till the end



Danielle <3