The Wind i Cant resist

As the sun lowered the wind became strong
it seeped through my window had me cuddling with my covers.
I laid my head on the pillow and could hear my heart; slow, smooth steady beat, and as the wind blew harder and hit my window pane i became faint.
Now my heart is racing, im not scared im terrified.
The same cool breeze that runs through my hair is at this moment something i feared.
I loved the touch of the wind so much when the sun is out but now it's the touch of the wind i resent.
How could i allow it to scare me,hurt me, feel me up, then spit me out like nothing.
This wind wasnt my lover or friend today. Tonight he was my enemy.
I reached for my comforter and it almost kept me warm until the wind crept up under the sides.
Now im wrestling with the words of the wind trying to find warmth.
I hate this wind right now why isnt it just keeping me safe watching me through my window.
Wind why are you hurting me, i embrace you all the time?
Wind why are you doing this to me, when no one else is there i stand by your side.
Wind you told me you loved me why are such harmful things coming out your mouth.
That morning i fell asleep, not under my covers, not in my bed, but in a block of ice on the floor cause the wind left me for dead.
The wind changed direction and the sun cause me to melt, but its my jacket i wear incase this wind comes again.
That wind will always be my love and I'll fight till the end



Danielle <3

Push By Sapphire

If you're going to see the movie "precious" i do think you should also read the book, to see if the movie truly captures every incident in the book. Reading the book I really must say is intense, Sapphire definitely used her imagination in that book, i call the way she spells out how "clarieece precious Jones" speaks "phonetically written" ex: Father= Fahver. You do see change in her language in the middle of the book due to her doing well in school. Clarieece bka Precious definitely has detrimental experiences in the book as well as the other characters portrayed. I recommend people who have a library card to either take it out from the dusty box under the beds, or pay off all your late fees and take out that book LOL.

How much I hate APPLYING to College

Applying to college has to be the most annoying thing in the world. I thought getting a job was hard for a teenager, but applying to college is difficult as well. Why are we paying so much for application fees if there is a chance for us to get rejected. I aspire to go to Suny Buffalo and I want to be a pharmacist but my guidance counselor says it is hard to get into. I don't think anybody should shut down your dreams, if you know you are applicable of getting in and you know that you will do your best to succeed then go for it. College is going to be a high point of your life so don't let anybody deter you from your dreams. LOOK FOR SCHOLARSHIPS, and if you have any scholarship advice for me let me know.

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updating 2g iphone to 3.1.2

I am going to try blackra1n to update my iphone, i usually use pwnage tool or redsnow so this is different and i hope my phone will unlock perfectly. I definitely felt it was time to make the update. My phone has been going slower ever since i updated to 3.0 it was crazy i couldn't take it i felt that apple was just messing with the iphones to make us have to update it every month. When i updated to 3.1.2 I realized that my battery is longer, and the applications open up faster. So if you have an iphone 2g go for it and use Blackra1n!

Jobs

It's the hardest thing finding a job at this moment, i awaited my 16th birthday just to be able to get a job now I've been looking for almost a year and till no luck, I even tried to get internships, I'm doing and have done volunteer it really can not be this hard. It's so frustrating going through the application process hoping that you get an interview and nobody calls back. I'm tired of searching for a job why doesnt a job come find me lol. Yea that's never going to happen, when am i going to quit i have too much dedication to this i should have quit a long time ago, but i still prevail with my spirits held high hoping I'm going to get a job sooner or later, so i can pay for all the expenses of my senior year. If anyone wants to hire me in nyc Lol Let me know! seriously though!

Samsung st550

For Christmas I really want this camera i definitely had wanted an slr camera but i think I'd rather a point and shoot because it's smaller. I really like the fact that this camera has 2 screens one to help with self portraits and ofcourse the regular lcd. It is 12mp with 4.6 digital zoom. I know christmas is like 2 months from now but what better time to start thinking about what you want to ask for, instead of when the time comes and you really can't think of a damn thing lol.

Read more:http://www.mydigitallife.info/2009/08/13/samsung-st550-and-st500-dual-screen-camera-for-better-self-portrait-photos/

Senior stress

School definitely just started and i feel as if i have Senioritis, they say we are the ones who create whether or not we have senioritis but i actually dont feel so, I try doing my work all the time, but now that college apps are coming up, scholarships to worry about How much time left do i have to really sit down and do Homework. Especially when teachers are packing you with like 4hrs worth of homework. I just want to say to all my teachers could u be a little bit more considerate, they constantly tell us about doing college apps, start looking for scholarships, but how do they expect us to really look for it if we have to worry about the amount of hw we are getting. My sleeping habits changed because of all the stress and chaos. Then there goes the complaint about we are sleeping in class not taking the notes -_-. GIVE ME a break! Seriously, they claim junior year is the hardest year but i have to say that Senior year is the hardest, and most stressful.

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Michael Jackson Movie?

I have to be a little late, because i thought it was a rumor but they are really having a Michael Jackson movie coming out on October 30. It's as that saying goes "you never know what you have until it's gone". When he was here all people cared about was a new story, a story that would make money whether it be there suspicions against him with kids or just making fun of the way he lived his life. Im not going to automatically be a die hard fan now because he is dead. I still respect him as much as i did when he was a live i dont have every album on my ipod but i do have a couple songs that i play often, it shouldnt take a death to realize how much greater he actually was. As for the movie i hear that they are suppose to have 3D features, Im not sure if it's something i'd really want to go see in the movies or if its something i'd rather just buy the dvd for when it comes out and watch it at home. Any critics?

to read more::http://latimesblogs.latimes.com/entertainmentnewsbuzz/2009/08/michael-jackson-movie-coming-out-oct-30-with-3d-sequences.html

Blackberry Onyx

The blackberry onyx aka Bold 9700 is supposed to be released before Christmas. I wasn't really a fan of Blackberrys but im contemplating whether i should get this one or not. The usual problem with a blackberry is that the trackball usually stops working after a while but with the Onyx its going to have a trackpad and you can even glide your finger against it and it scrolls. Its also going to be GSM and have wifi which makes it entirely better than the tour. I currently have an iphone and I adore it but i do miss the physical aspects of a keyboard which is why i Kind of want to lean towards a Blackberry. Althought it will never have as many apps as my iphone or even fit me as perfectly, its still a consideration.

to read a review::

http://crackberry.com/blackberry-onyx-review

Love so strong? By danielle =D

Every look we give each other tells a story that entails us bein so close but yet so far
describin every encounter we had that we wanna make last
specifically outlining our hearts in detail showing how pieces are connected
a love that nobodi can understand but us
a love we dont wanna admit is love because is it this we rele found in us
a love so strong and pure that no matter what is said we know confidently thats my life she/he wouldnt do that to me
a love so fulfilled it finishes every beat&harmony to my melody my words to my songs and the strings to my harp
an innocent yet vivacious love that screams but is yet so silent between our eyes lips and hands
our tongues stumble over each other because the nervousness takes us over and we can barely speak
barely stand straight cuz our knees are weak
barely blink cuz we dont wanna miss a moment of lookin away from each other
barely breathe cuz every breath i take hes takin it away from me
barely sleep cuz my dreams, nightmares, and thoughts are all surrounding him dreams of us being one nightmares of us not being able to finish what we started, thoughts of what we can do to make it work fight with me plz im asking him.. && in reply he's trying, trying so hard but what conflicts us everytime
we try to stay in our world someone comes in our life tryin to seperate us but we're too strong for that we know no matta who comes along
WE will always be connected no matta how far apart WE will always be on each others mind and no matta how much we lose WE will always be rite next to each other being the one to carry me when i fall, me being the one to give him back his wings to fly and us being the onez to journey back to where it once began.

Distant love by Danielle =)

Love in the dictionary, is used as both a noun and a verb, how can something so divine be defined by opinions. No ones definition can amount up to what i feel for you,whether miles apart or millimeters away my love for you never changes, it will never cease, from every sec, min to hour, my mind races at the thought of you, my breathing becomes heavy when u walk near me, call me or i/m but my hearts beats thru both of us when u hug me& kiss me as if its trying to grab u and hold on to you jus like i do. We use our love as a verb when u run ur fingers up and down my body, as i breath in ur ear, kiss u upon ur neck, hold on tighter to you as if im hanging on to my comfort. Hoping you take me away in your arms, but in my mind we are flying, bouncing upon clouds, swimming thru waters id never dear touch but with you i will because u are my strength my safe haven, my angel. You are my world my universe and my planet. You are my light in darkness myy words when i cant speak, and nobody can take that away from me. even though ur hours away from me you are always next to me, with me and ur always holding me, ur holding my heart with grace and dignity, and thats why we will be able to conquer everything and anything. i love you unconditionally, with all of me i devote everything to you.

What is it about women's intuition

Intuition- a keen and quick insight.
Whether being a mother, or a girlfriend, women always have this way of knowing what's going on without being there. How do we know to listen to it though? How do we know when it's actually being done or if it's just our mind messing with us? Theres many questions I have about how to use it. Would yoga help because its teaching you how to focus on one thing? Maybe if you tune evrything out and try to concentrate you'll learn how to use it. That was just my thought for the morning after a rough night, I just dont know how to act upon it. Everyday a new page, closing of a chapter.

Bring it on: Fight to the Finish

I was a fan of Bring it on's I have no idea why but all of the movies interested me, up until this one. I wanted so much more from this movie, but on a scale of 1-10 i rate it a 4 and its only because I am Christina Milian's number one fan. The only reason i watched this movie was to watch her act in a cheerleading movie, but the acting was horrible from every person in this movie. Some of the actors were overdramatic others just put to much emphasis on their walking talking and or ghettoness. This movie was an epic fail which is why its only on dvd instead of on the big screen.

-Amazing.